My birthday, April 8th

April 8th was my birthday, I turned 45 and I feel 45, lol. I have been completely focused with the many responsibilities that have fallen into my lap that I have made no time for me. I'm O.K. with that, it comes with the territory... Great success doesn't come by sitting and waiting for the next person to make it happen and it doesn't come by feeling sorry for yourself over all the hard struggles that need to be endured. Aside all that, for this is not what this post is all about, Danny and I decided my birthday weekend would be a good excuse to head out of town, at least for one day. Saturday was really our only day because this year my birthday fell on Easter Sunday.
Not only was it Easter Sunday, it was also our churches 11th anniversary celebration with Elder Young coming to preach our anniversary message.
So here we go early Saturday morning together in Sissy's Jeep, South. Danny didn't sleep all that much the night before, looking and planning on line at all the possibilities we had on very limited funds. But as always God in His tenderness helped us find a way to enjoy US time.
We headed toward the ocean... My favorite of all favorite places to be... Near the great openness of Gods amazing power. I could sit for hours on a rock listening to the crashing of the waves against the shore. The night before, my husband made it sound like we were going to head up toward grassvalley and eat at some nice place. Something he thoroughly enjoys; taking me out to eat *sigh* I love when he does, but that is not at the top of my list of favorite things to do... I expressed that I would really like it if we could go to the ocean.... His response, "Too far away and we can't afford it."
So when we headed toward the ocean, the next morning, I was one happy lady.
It was the perfect day; beautiful weather, hardly any traffic, peaceful, and calm. We ended up at Point Reyes National Sea Shore Lighthouse. We spent $5. Riding the shuttle buss to different post for the day... The best part, of course, was the lighthouse... Only 300+ steps down the mountain (that meant we would have to go UP 300+ STEPS to get back to where the buss was). Oh, but it was all the worth it, going down AND coming up!

I had a wonderful time with my husband along the beach, seeing the sea lions sunning on the shore lines (from a distance of course) and exploring the lighthouse. We even spotted a whale heading North! It was fabulous!! The weather was breathtaking!! Danny had packed us a lunch, snack and waters that held us through out the day. I am blessed to have such a man... As long as I have him we will never go without because food is number one on his  priority list ,-] I absolutely love him!
As we headed home it became apparent that a migraine was taking place... Maybe the hike was to much for me or the rough ride of the jeep... Whatever the reason, I began to get sick :( Danny was very understanding and didn't hesitate to quickly bring me home. We had a great day together and some wonderful time alone.

So here is a picture of the lighthouse in all its glory. I used the PicsArt app on my Android. I love PicsArt, it not only enables you to use a filter Or effects of some kind, but let's you add graphics, different text font, along with cropping, silly stickers, clip art, frames and such.

Because of a thoughtful husband, we made time to get away from all the whirlwind going on around us and I'm glad we took that one special day.

A lattice fence ;]

McKenzie, Ava, Jacob and Shawn
My little preschool friends

My husband did something he has never done before. As a matter of fact, NEVER even attempted.
I had my pre-licencing visit on November 16, 2011, it was a Wednesday. I was given a to-do-list to accomplish before she came back the first week of December to licence me for in-home childcare. There were 9 projects on the list that needed to be done.
On this list was a set of medal brackets on our back slab that needed to either be removed or used in some safe way (they were considered unsafe for the children, as they were). We had them put in when our concrete was layed for a future building project (that was over 5 years ago, lol). I called my husband (he works away from home) to tell him he would now need to take them out. He was not happy about it but without complaint said he would remove them when he got home that weekend. I knew down deep inside it was going to be a huge ordeal to take those bracket out (they were embedded in the concrete) and forget about that building project we were going to do in the future (HA!!). One of my parents gave a suggestion to put a small fence up for the time being. It would serve two purposes; one the brackets would become safe and they would be there for that future building project we had in mind ;)... GREAT IDEA!! Oh wait a minute, my husband is NOT a handy man (and I give all kudos to you women who have handy men in your homes) or crafty in this way... Ugh, we may just be losing those brackets.
When my husband got home we talked about it. We went over ideas and plans and he took one look at me and said, "I am going to build a fence." WHAT?! Really, Danny, you are going to put up a fence? "Yes, Sean and I are going to Home Depot and get the material, right now!" O.K. Ummm... I didn't want to say 'do you know what you are doing' but I sure was thinking it.  Him and Sean went to Home Depot and began to do their manly thing.
They spent their day in the back yard, sawing, measuring, hammering, and making all kinds of racket. I on the other hand stayed inside, not wanting to get in their way or see what they were creating, lol. Well, when it was all said and done, they called me out and showed me their finished project. I was amazed! OMGdness! It was beautiful! I was so proud of my hunny... he did it! A little lattice fence just the right size for my little friends! Nothing fancy but done for the purpose of using those brackets in a safe way. AND keeping those brackets to use for a later building project (10 years down the road).

He did a great job and I am very thankful for all the hard work HE dose to make my dream possible. That is one reason he works away form home to bring home money to pay for all the expenses that are needed to make this all happen. I love my husband, he is so good to me; I could have never ask for anyone better... God is forever blessings us as we move forward in His will.

I will have more confidence in what my hunny is able to do... When you put your mind to it, you can accomplish anything! He did and I am sincerely proud of him and my little lattice fence.

Beautiful country...

rest stop in Idaho

I was able to go on one of Danny's truck driving runs .

And the country side was absolutely gorgeous!!

As a matter of fact everywhere we went it was breath-taking.

We would stop at rest stops to sleep and I just couldn't believe the beauty.

quiet, peaceful, lush, clean, serene places to rest our weary heads.

At this stop the mood, set by the beauty and atmosphere of the area,

was wonderful displayed by this man who was sitting alone,

 overlooking the mountain side, just playing his guitar.

As the sun was setting for the night there was a stillness,

as we watched the wonderful hand of God at work.

Gorgeous, breath-taking, majestic... 

♫♪ We could sing of your love forever ♪♫ 

**A Moment to Remember**

YES, you have my heart for always & forever!!

Saturday, Sep. 24th, I had the worst migraine Iv had in a very long time (since June or July) I was extremely unfit to be around :( it was just awful, it made me extremely sick... It was probably the worst Iv had in months :(
When I'm like this, I usually stay to myself because I know how I can be... I'm unreasonable, short tempered, irritable, and extremely touchy; and I'm not proud of it; as a matter of fact I STRONGLY DISLIKE it.
I got up from the couch all sweaty from being under the cushions. I was looking a mess with my hair all matted (for I had been laying under there all day) from sweating. As I moved, my head felt like It was going to crack open... I was sad indeed... lol.
My husband was sitting in the room and I didn't realize it till he says, "Hey lovely, how you feeling?" well, I wasn't feeling all that great >:/ don't ask.. "I have something for you, can you sit up a minute and listen...
Really?!? You're asking me to sit up and listen for a minute?? But I kept my thoughts to myself and sat up very slowly, knowing it was my head giving me the sarcastic thought and not my husband sitting across form me.
He tells our son (Sean) to turn up the computer and proceeds to dedicate this song to me. Yup, I began to cry  ='/ I was a mess. The tears were hot and I couldn't open my eyes (the migraine doing a work on me). When I was able to open them, my husband was sitting across from me singing with the song and in tears as well.

♥♥Now I need to say this: And it is all to the glory of my wonderful Savior. Every year around our anniversary time. Danny and I cry; sing, hold, reflect, and caress each other. We whisper words of promise and thank God for another year of forgiveness, love, grace, mercy and our family. We feel extremely blessed that God made another year together possible because at one time,  it shouldn't of been so.

**It was a Moment to Remember**